I hated the way my tummy looks shape marks and all. I also hate the scars on my thighs. Im so self conscious of my body and what am i going to wear if i go back to work. Should i do something niw. Im abit trapped and lost right now. Because no way i can exercise w hubby around. No way i can bring myself to be consistent like when i was in my twenties. Im in my thirties now i feel so unmotivated. I hated that i have self esteem issues  too. Wgere is my stupid notebiok when i needed it!