39 weeks and I'm feeling all depress and teary. Blame hormones. It's so hard to be positive and happy when I'm so tired of being pregnant plys all the other things that's ruining my body. Stretch marks, rashes, weight gain. The mirror is my worst friend. Hated the way I look. It'll be so nice if i could have some romantic time w hubby or at least just me time away from all this. But of course he always make choices that stresses me out. He's nice and all but i feel he's not totally into this. And not sharing too. I gotta take up a new hobby. Something thats personal. Of course I'm not sure if i even have the opportunity or time to do it. But I know it may help w my depression. I was thinking journaling or planner. Have some resources at work though. Should make myself an office at home for that. Like my own personal space.